what the **** do i do?

i am going crazy, the frigin stress is making my head spin. i am losing it. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am mad as hell and i'm not gonna take this anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

What are you mad about?

Calm down Zim. What's up?

yeah man. whats goin on!?

How can we tell you what to do if we dont know the problem?

Zim, buddy hold it together!

You can make it through this.
You have before.
Be strong.
Zim can only control what Zim does, says and how he reacts.

Easy big guy

Look at some taters.
They always calm me down.

my sons mom called and asked if there were any problems in my family history because all the dr's cant find out whats wrong with him. i think he is fine but she is intent on making him normal like her [whatever that means] first she said he was autistic but that was wrong now she is digging deeper, aw gee do you think bringing a six yr old to 10 different head dr's would mess him up? one dr. said there is nothing wrong with him. he has already had plastic surgery on his ears. wtf? she will not bring him up to meet his sisters [both outstanding kids] and she is just impossible to talk with- she hates everbody and thinks everbody is wrong but her. i have never heard her say ONE good thing about my son since he was a baby, ooh but she loves him [?] i cant afford a lawyer and she works for one! i have custody of my two kids and in every area they are good kids. maybe my son needs a different enviroment.

Hang in there.

Get CPS on your side.

i put a personal ad in the paper and she came up and met the kids and got pregnant [5 times in 12 months] and thats about it. it was just me and my girls with my income and no child support, now i have to make it work on 2/3 of an income, but whatever.

trust me i know i screwed up by letting her in the door but iwas 3 months out of the divorce and did the rebound thing [no good] i asked her "what does he do thats wrong?" she said thats private info and does not have to tell me--wrong! the support papers says i must have full access to medical and school records. but how do you get that with out a lawyer? i do know a lawyer that might help me, so i will see. why the heck cant people just be nice to each other? it seems some people always must be "right"